It's unfortunately been a very long time, I had been having trouble finding inspiration but I think I found it. I hope you all enjoy
-M.
I'm in love, young love, the best kind of love. It's not luv love but actual love love, something I've been waiting for sometime for. It was so unexcepted that I don't think I was prepared for it, I find myself becoming consumed with it; consumed in the best way. It's also not unrequinted, I have his undivided affections which is all I ask for. I know that this is the kind of love I'll remember for the rest of my life because it's gone far past infatuation or lust, it's been a fixation that has lasted for more than 2 years. You don't wait for years for someone who is just a crush, it has to be love. I don't ever want to be without him, he is so important to me and the fact that I'm young does not make it foolish or naive love. It's so real, more real than anything I've ever felt in my entire life. I love his face, his laugh, his over the top personality, how he is only warm towards me, and the way he always feels the need to kiss my hand while he's holding it. I'm so young, I'm aware of this but it just feels like no one else has something like this. It's so real, being able to just lay there and just appreciate the company we provide each other. We both feel the need to be wanted and be a vital part of each others life. Usually a 16 year old would not be so willing to commit at such an age but I've always just wanted to find someone to be a huge part of my life, like another half of me. You might look at this and think that it's just puppy love but It's so much more than that, so much that it's almost impossible for me to articulate my feelings. I do not ever want it to stop, my feelings, his feelings. It is too good to stop, nothing will compare. It's that love I've been waiting for, finally.
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